TWILIGHT FEVER...

watched TWILIGHT yesterday. overall not bad but the climax not very high.. maybe this is a 4 part story so.. yah maybe in part 2 bah.. This is more like introducing the characters of the story... if ask me who i like most in the story i like the foster father of Edward Cullen, Carlisle Cullen. Dun neo but the first time i saw his scene i am like WAO this guy is cute...

The ending part is where Bella want Edward to turn her into Vampire so they can be together forever but the guy did not do it... So have to wait for part 2, 3, or 4 bah...

If ask me weather woth it, i think wait for DVD than watch part 2 in cinema coz i find not worth to watch althogh ya it is romantic...

Depression?!!

Recently, i saw an article on depression. So I did a check list for myself and i think i am suffering from depression... Maybe i should find some prfessional help...
Depression Signs and Symptoms

• Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness
• I always have this feeling... very scary
• Loss of interest in dailly activities
• I suddenly lost all interest in everything... not even my fav sims game can cheer me up!!
• No interest in or ability to enjoy former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex.
• I can't seem to communicate with people like before... In office i am not bubbly anymore sometimes i dun even say a word in the office...
• Appetite or weight changes
• I can't seem to stop my mouth, my highest record of eating is eating a burger king whopper meal (upsize to King) and a mac chicken burger than i actually dun feel full!! But if i dun eat, i can dun touch any food for 2 days and dun feel hungry!!
• Sleep changes
• I always dun have enough sleep although i sleep more than 10hrs a day...
• Psychomotor agitation or retardation
• My reaction towards things are always slow so nothing special about it
• Loss of energy
• Always feel so bo lat...and stress...
• Self-loathing
• abit loh feel very gulity dun neo why...
• Concentration problems
• ok lah my concentration never last...
• thoughts that life is not worth living, or have a plan for how you would end it
• have imagine if i am no longer around, who will stll remember me after