moody blue blue....

today is a boring day!!! i oso dun neo why i feel so boring... got alot of work to do exam and assignment to complete but no mood!!! i recently keep having this feeling, dun neo y.... maybe i loss my sense of direction le bah... thinking back during school days everything was simple and all i ahve to do is just to go to school, finish homework, eat, sleep, and of coz play. that was great. when i just first step into the society, being a teacher was my dream but i got the job as a kindergarten teacher and found out it was just not my cup of tea so i left.... than i went to airport and stayed there for 5yrs in total counting full and part-time. i was soooo extremly buzy than that i so not have time to think what i really want to do... than suddenly i realise i cant waste my time in the airport to do something that will not succeed, so i left and joined this company with the help of uncle leo's intro. only now i always will sit down and think WHAT DO U WANT TO BE??? this is a primary school composition question but i acutally can't answer!!! maybe i will just waste my time doing unnecessary things or maybe one-day when i wake up i will have an answer... i dun know....