25.2.09

u r back.....

Firstly i am so happy to annonce that i got a job at muji (singapore) as a buying assistant helping the buyers with admin support and the manager even promise to let me me a buyer if i can perform and prove myself.... hehehe.. actually getting this job was quite fast got to thanks a friend who is working there. She intorduced me for interview and than the next day i got the job and will be going down this thursday to sign employment letter...

recently this dream came back to me again!! when i was in poly i always have tis dream of a guy but i cant see the face. his face is still blurry in my dream but i feel very safe and will have lots of fun when i am with him. The feelings i experienced in my dreams are so real that i can actually still feel it after i wake up. Last time when i first dreamt of him in poly he just stood there and keep looking at me but this time i can actaully communicate with him... For example last night, i dreamt of me with him and two of his friends (all their friends have blurry face) i think we all stayed at the same place and went to alot of places and had alot of fun.. and in my dreams i can feel his feelings towards me, its so STRONG!! but it is really WEIRD!!!!! basically its a very sweet dream but when i woke up, i can still feel his presence and aiyah i dun neo lah its really weird!!! He did not appear in my dreams after i graduated from poly but now he is back in my dreams again!! i dun understand why!!! i dun mind having him in my dreams everynight but i really hope to see his face......

18.2.09

BAD valentine's Week..

These 2 weeks has been the DARKEST WEEK OF MY LIVE!!!!!!
Last Wednesday when i just stepped into the office, my boss told me that the company is ceasing operations!! Than told me to look for job!! This point i really blacked out!! I am paying my study loans and have made my mind to stay in this company for the next 2 yrs but this happen!! ok.. than no choice loh... i start to look for job loh...

Than on Friday when i reached home i saw a rose and 2 boxes of Chocolates sent to me! I was quite surprised who would send me rose?? I dun like Roses!!! Ok but i got to admit i do like the chocolates so I was abit lightened up..

On Saturday, Valentine's Day, Amil called me in the morning like 10plus (around 8am Srilanka time) wishing me Happy V'Day!! Haha so happy he called!!! He said V'Days are for GF and Anniversaries are for wife!!! HAHAHA really can't TAHAN him!!! Than in the afternoon, I am meeting lionel, demei and kor and one new friend jeffery for BBQ @ pasir ris park.. met at E-hub, buy stuffs and BBQ!! Cracked alot of stupid jokes and has some serious talks... OK Overall was fun!!!

On Sunday, I recieved a sms frm a friend wishing me happy V'Day and asked if i like the gifts? I should have known it was from you!! L, is a married guy whom i should not and will not keep in contact with, so i threw away the rose and gave away the chocolates to others. Dun wan to have anything to do with him!! so if u c this blog by any chance, please get out of my life and dun come and disturb AGAIN!!!!

than on Monday, i was almost expel from school coz i failed another accounting subject, so i was really blue the whole day!!

On Tues, the school repiled say i can stay but i have to repeat the whole module. OK, i am Happy but also sad coz i got to pay the fees!! at this point of time, i am already paying a loan of 800/mth, how can i afford another esp when i am going out of job!! so i decided to repeat the modlue on a later date when my job is settled and all is back on track again....

so my conclusion is i am DAMN BLACK IN MY LUCK!!!!! sigh!!!! If i really lost all strenghth and one day if i am uncontactable maybe i will say goodbye bah..............

4.2.09

happy LUNAR "NIU" year~~~

Finally another start of a new year (according to chinese lah) !! This year i really quite buzy..

Fistly start with the reunion dinner, since i was a kid, i have never tried to help out for this dinner hehe.. coz every afternoon on the eve, i would have a nap coz i am sure i will not sleep early that night so i will only wake up just before dinner and take a bath than go to granny house for dinner. but this yr, i actually helped out and contributed!! We start to prepare as early as 2.30 pm and this year mummy say wan to come up with new ideas so we had dinner the buffuet style (of coz all are cooked by mum) but i fried the macaroni and spagetti the chinese style and help mum with other dishes (haha mostly are tasting hahah)!! at around 5.30pm mummy and i and of coz my dad(in-charge of all the washing part hahaha!!) managed to come up with 2 noodles, deep-fried prawn, cereal prawn, sweet sour fish, stewed pork with oysters and fa cai, brocolli with scallop, nugguets, seaweed chicken, fry mixed vegetable and the most important yu-sheng. The yu sheng is all fruits sliced and abalone (cant be bought outside) and of coz the special sauce for the yu-sheng.. YUM YUM !!! I eat alot!!!
Than after dinner we went home and daddy brought out all the new year goodies and me and my sis put all the goodies on the table than we help out with the final vacuming and cleaning after that me and my sis comfortably sit on the sofa and i did our manicures..

On the first day and second day of CNY, we went house visting and haha me and my sister set up a in-house computer fund raising event. I gave all my red-packets to her coz she wants to buy a new PC... Not only red-packets we also accept all kinds of donations and so far my daddy say he will top the rest if its not enough hahaha!!! This year we also want to watch alot of movies but so far we only managed to catch 2.. so sad!!! But i will still continue to ask people to watch movie with me!! hahaha

On the Third Day of CNY, sigh..  no good lah got to start work!! after 4 days of long holiday i REALLY REALLY no mood to work!!!! but no choice come back take angbao loh hahaha!!!

On the Friday night, i met up with boon, zhihao, yiling, weexia and boon's friend clement. we had dinner and went up to his house to tok rubbish hahaha!! At boon's house, i saw terry!! was she really very big size leh.. a 27kg LABRADOR!! OMG!!! but she really very cute haha!!!!

On Sat kor, lionel, demei and christ came to my house for steamboat than me, demei and mei mei went movies. at my house chirst and lionel tought my ahyi is my mum haha coz my mum not at home and ahyi came for dinner so thats why hahaha... than when my mum came home, christ was suprised to see my mum and ahyi look so alike hahaha of coz lah they are sister leh!!!!

On monday, i met idy and the working gang haha jasmine brought her daughter along. last time the baby dun let me carry now she even agree to follow me home hahaha so cute!! we all had dinner at wilson's coffee-shop (an officer in airport).. wah food is great and quite cheap loh..

Than this weekend i will arrange some kind of meeting with brother and uncle lim and gang.... SO MY CONCLUSION IS : VERY TIRED!!!!! but very fruitful (the ang-pao wise) hahahaha!!!!!