18.2.09

BAD valentine's Week..

These 2 weeks has been the DARKEST WEEK OF MY LIVE!!!!!!
Last Wednesday when i just stepped into the office, my boss told me that the company is ceasing operations!! Than told me to look for job!! This point i really blacked out!! I am paying my study loans and have made my mind to stay in this company for the next 2 yrs but this happen!! ok.. than no choice loh... i start to look for job loh...

Than on Friday when i reached home i saw a rose and 2 boxes of Chocolates sent to me! I was quite surprised who would send me rose?? I dun like Roses!!! Ok but i got to admit i do like the chocolates so I was abit lightened up..

On Saturday, Valentine's Day, Amil called me in the morning like 10plus (around 8am Srilanka time) wishing me Happy V'Day!! Haha so happy he called!!! He said V'Days are for GF and Anniversaries are for wife!!! HAHAHA really can't TAHAN him!!! Than in the afternoon, I am meeting lionel, demei and kor and one new friend jeffery for BBQ @ pasir ris park.. met at E-hub, buy stuffs and BBQ!! Cracked alot of stupid jokes and has some serious talks... OK Overall was fun!!!

On Sunday, I recieved a sms frm a friend wishing me happy V'Day and asked if i like the gifts? I should have known it was from you!! L, is a married guy whom i should not and will not keep in contact with, so i threw away the rose and gave away the chocolates to others. Dun wan to have anything to do with him!! so if u c this blog by any chance, please get out of my life and dun come and disturb AGAIN!!!!

than on Monday, i was almost expel from school coz i failed another accounting subject, so i was really blue the whole day!!

On Tues, the school repiled say i can stay but i have to repeat the whole module. OK, i am Happy but also sad coz i got to pay the fees!! at this point of time, i am already paying a loan of 800/mth, how can i afford another esp when i am going out of job!! so i decided to repeat the modlue on a later date when my job is settled and all is back on track again....

so my conclusion is i am DAMN BLACK IN MY LUCK!!!!! sigh!!!! If i really lost all strenghth and one day if i am uncontactable maybe i will say goodbye bah..............

3 comments:

Michelle Tan said...

Gal, dont give up.. I print u a picutre.. Your parents face alot seatback during life to bring you and ur 2 slibings up did they give up? Obviously no! if not why are u here?
Their life is more tough then anyone of us so cool down and there will be a way.. Old but useful.. "If there is a will there will be a way"
Bad time are just tests/exam of life.. Remember we are in Uni of Society.. We will pass so dont worry..
Jia you!!!! Anything that i can help, give me a ring. If i dont pick up, you can be sure that I will call u back or even sms u.
Dont give up cos you got friends around that love you dearly like your family. At least I do!!
Mucks! Jia You!!!!!

sally.ho said...

who told u was going to give up? i just didn't finish my sentence.. i will say goodbye to all and go and find a place to settle down all my toughts alone and come back with a fresh new me lah!!! but anyway i really APPRECIATE your concern!! mucks!!! THANKS and i needed that!!

Michelle Tan said...

SALLY HO MEIYAN!!!
You always hung thing in the air hor!! Hahaha!
No matter what happen remember this, friendship is a ship that you can always come back on board anytime you like..
JIA YOU!!!
JIA YOU!!!
JIA YOU!!!