SUN YAN ZI

I was listening to YES933 just now, they are doing a speical on people who have an impact on the chinese music industry and the artiste they feature today was sun yan zi. Although i am crazy about her but i realised most of her songs actually accompany me through alot of times esp during my poly days... my kor kor adrian liked her lot at that time and when the DJ was introducing and talking about her glorious past it also reminded me of my poly days so "SWEET" and so happy when me, teckmay, xiaole, amil, herath, adrian, lionel, christina, xueying, shida and of coz alot more are always together... study, lunch, and late nite projects in school or computer room...
sigh.... time past so fast 8 yrs le.....

how to design a blog page??

SO FUSTRATED!! i have been trying to edit my html for my blog but it always says error!!! I will not give up, i will make sure i can do it one day!!!

old stuff new knowledge

My repeat module class starts yesterday. I went to class feeling quite boring... but when i really listen to what the lecturer says i realised why i failed the module... i know it by hard and not understanding it... the Module i repeated was accounts (my worst subject) i know all the rules but once the question is being twisted, i dun neo what it is talking about. so i decided to really make full use of the classes these few days and ask questions that i dun neo in the past.... sigh... suddenly i miss amil alot... he is always good in maths and always will explain until i understand... miss U lah.....

Recently i fell in love with Meiji Milk. The vanilla de, chocolate de, low fat de, coffee de, strawberry de, all very nice~yum~ I had one for breakfast and one for lunch ~~YUM~~

new challanges

wao i tought i have known most of my job, but who knows what i have learnt is only half of what i have to know... my colleuge just taught me part 2 that i have to know than i realise my whole job is actually not simple... i love challenges and this keeps my motivation up!! this afternoon i was so loss coz i tought this job has lost its challenges but who knows... ta dah!! i am presented with more... great!! the more the merrier!!! now its coming to 7.30pm and i have just fininshed my part 2 lesson... now getting ready to go home eat eat than sleep sleep than take on part 2 2ml!!!!YEAH!!!!

moody blue blue....

today is a boring day!!! i oso dun neo why i feel so boring... got alot of work to do exam and assignment to complete but no mood!!! i recently keep having this feeling, dun neo y.... maybe i loss my sense of direction le bah... thinking back during school days everything was simple and all i ahve to do is just to go to school, finish homework, eat, sleep, and of coz play. that was great. when i just first step into the society, being a teacher was my dream but i got the job as a kindergarten teacher and found out it was just not my cup of tea so i left.... than i went to airport and stayed there for 5yrs in total counting full and part-time. i was soooo extremly buzy than that i so not have time to think what i really want to do... than suddenly i realise i cant waste my time in the airport to do something that will not succeed, so i left and joined this company with the help of uncle leo's intro. only now i always will sit down and think WHAT DO U WANT TO BE??? this is a primary school composition question but i acutally can't answer!!! maybe i will just waste my time doing unnecessary things or maybe one-day when i wake up i will have an answer... i dun know....

marcoeconomics exam

wah i had marcoecnomics exam today!!!! this is the first exam that i actually feel very confident in!!! although i did not really study for very long time, sunday exam,saturday than i started but i felt i did really well... maybe because the lecturer basically gave us the questions (in a way) but i really followed his tips and did all my notes. when i sat down and read the paper i could actually have the answers to it imediately!!! this is the first time in my life i do not have to stop at any question to think about the answers, the answers just flowed like water and i spent nearly 2hrs fininshing the paper without stopping to rest coz i scared that i will forget so until now my hand still hurts but the feeling was GREAT!!!!! I WILL PASS WELL!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

feeling bored

woke up in the morning with a bad headache and decided to sleep in so i took half day... but woke up at 11am my head was still spinning but no choice i have to go back office... so drag my feet there.... bought myself a pack of rice but untill knock off time 1730 my "lunch" is still infront of me!!! how could life be sp pathetic??? sigh...
recently i fell in love with a song that was being dedicated to me by somebody whom do not wished to be name, so i oso dun neo how dedicated to me... this song was meant to make me feel bad but after listening to this song and paid attention to they lyrics, i realised that if a woman has completely fufiled what was decsribed in the song, i actually feel proud for her!!! y? coz its not always the guys who are heartbreaker... we woman can be too.... btw, the song is by hinz (zhang jing xuan) - wen de tai bi zhen.... great song!!!

see the MV of the song at this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOLWi7yciB4

just some trash

i went to my long-lost friendster site just now... i suddenly feel so mixed up... i dun neo how to describe the feeling its just.... I have LOTS of friends but after going to the friends page at friendster, i realised the real number of friends that i have... its really pathetic... even friends that i really cherished but due to certain unknow reasons, all of us really become so far and i feel that i have basically disappper from their lives... just few years ago i still have lots of friends to talk cok to , go makan with, go chalet or bbq with but now i want to arrange for a chalet but will there be people attanding????? i realised friends around have changed for good and some for bad but i realised i am the only one that has remained the same i dun neo if this is good but i feel that i have lost them for good and i really feel like crying... this has really destroy my day i dun neo wat to do!!! i have 3 choices ; 1)take it as nothing has happen and get buzier leave them totally out, 2) contact them again and try to remedy the situation; 3) just might as well end this whole idiotic live and let all of them miss me and remember me forever.... the 3rd choice seems like a good choice................